DAY 20-21

SO LAST NIGHT WAS A TRAUMATIC NIGHT FOR ME. YOU HAVE TO MIX HCG, LUPRON, AND FEMARA PERFECTLY. I HATE MIXING MY MEDS BECAUSE IT STRESSES ME OUT SOOOO BAD. SO QUINT USUALLY DOES IT. LAST NIGHT HE WAS AT SCHOOL SO I WAS BEING REALLY CAREFUL TO GET ALL THE MEASUREMENTS RIGHT. I WASH ON MY 4TH BOTTLE OF FEMERA AND TRYING TO GET ALL OF THE MEDICINE OUT OF THE BOTTLE AND IT LEAKS OUT OF THE NEEDLE AND I KNOW I LOST SOME MEDICINE. ONE SHOT IS $200.00 SO I DID NOT GET ALL OF MY DOSE. I AM FREAKING OUT THINKING I RUINED MY WHOLE CYCLE. SO I DO THE SHOT AND MY STOMACH SWELLS LIKE NO OTHER. IT IS SOOOO PAINFUL. YES, USUALLY THE STICKS HURT BUT THIS LASTED A 4 HOURS. I PUT ICE ON IT AND IT HURT SO BAD. QUINT TOLD ME I HIT A CAPILLARY IN MY STOMACH. FEELS MUCH BETTER TODAY.  YESTERDAY I WENT TO THE DR. FOR MY BLOOD TEST AND ULTRASOUND. MY RIGHT OVARY IS GETTING TO A SLOW START. IT ONLY HAS ABOUT FIVE EGGS AND MY LEFT HAS ABOUT 10. WE LOST THREE EGGS, SAD!!! HE SAID IT LOOKS GOOD AND TO KEEP ON MY MEDICINE. QUINT WILL BE DOING THAT TODAY.  I DO NOT LIKE MIXING THE MEDICATION. THE LAB CALLED ME YESTERDAY AND SAID MY LEVELS WERE AT 151 SO THAT IS  A GOOD NUMBER.

I WENT TO ECLIPSE WITH MY FRIENDS AND IT WAS SOOOO FUN!!!! I LOVED IT. WAS MY FAVORITE OF ALL THREE MOVIES. WE WENT TO THE 12:30 AM SHOWING. I GOT ABOUT 2 HOURS OF SLEEP AND DID GOOD YESTERDAY. I ATE LOTS OF SUGAR. THEN I CRASHED AND BURNED LAST NIGHT AND WENT TO BED AROUND 9PM. IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT. I HAD A DR. APPT EARLY AND WORK ALL DAY. LOL. I AM MUCH BETTER TODAY.

SO I HAVE A DR. APPT TODAY AND I WILL BE LATE TO WORK BUT AFTER THAT WE WILL SEE HOW THE DAY GOES. I AM GLAD TO FINALLY BE DONE WITH WORK THIS WEEK.  SO WE WILL SEE HOW TODAY GOES... QUINT IS TURNING 31 TOMORROW AND WE BOTH HAVE DR. APPTS. SO WE WILL SEE IF MY EGGS ARE GROWING TOMORROW. PLUS I AM GETTING MY HAIR COLORED YAAAAAAAAH!