DAY 25-27

SO THESE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY HARD ON MY BODY! I HAVE BEEN CRAMPING SOOO BAD AND I FEEL LIKE MY OVARIES ARE GOING TO EXPLODE. I GOT A BREAK FROM THE DR. ON MONDAY AND QUINT AND I WENT TO LUNCH AND WE SAW ECLIPSE AGAIN!!!!! IT WAS FUN! IT IS NICE TO GET AWAY BY YOURSELF EVERY NOW AND AGAIN.

I HAD AN APPT. ON TUESDAY AND I PASSED OUT AT THE DR. OFFICE. THEY HAD ME LAY ON THEIR COUCH AND DRINK SOME JUICE. I DO NOT KNOW WHY I WAS SO DIZZY THAT DAY. THEY TREATED ME VERY GOOD. I WENT TO WORK NOT FEELING VERY GOOD BUT I LASTED THROUGH THE DAY. WE WENT TO QUINT'S DAD HOUSE AND I GOT A BLESSING FROM JACE, JON, AND QUINT. THAT WAS NICE TO HAVE, WE THEN WENT TO EAT SOME PIZZA WHICH WAS YUMMY!!!! I WENT TO BED WHEN I GOT HOME BECAUSE I WAS SORE.

SO TODAY I HAD A DR.  APPT AND THE EGGS ARE STILL NOT BIG ENOUGH. SO I WENT AND BOUGHT ONE DOSE FOR TONIGHT.  I WENT TO THE PHARMACY AND THEN WENT BACK TO THE DR. OFFICE TO PAY. THEN I WENT TO THE DI AND GOT US SUBWAY FOR LUNCH.  DR. HATASAKA TOLD ME MY EUTERUS LOOKS VERY GOOD! SO TONIGHT I WAS GIVING MY MEDS TO MYSELF I SPILLED IT ALL OVER MY MOM'S COUNTER. I HAVE AN ANXIETY PANICK ATTACK. IT IS AFTER HOURS AND I NEED MEDICINE SO I CALL THE AFTER HOURS NUMBER AND THEY HAD ME TALK TO HEATHER AND SHE TOLD ME TO HEAD UP THERE AND SHE WOULD DONATE SOME MEDICATION TO ME. WHICH WAS VERY NICE, I FELT VERY BAD!!!! TRAFFIC WAS HORRIBLE, MY MOM DROVE ME BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I WAS LIGHT HEADED AGAIN. HEATHER GAVE ME A SHOT AT THE OFFICE AND THEN WE WENT TO OLIVE GARDEN AND CAME BACK TO MY PARENT'S HOUSE. MY DAD GAVE ME A BLESSING AS WELL AND THEN I CAME BACK HOME. I KNOW THIS WILL TEACH ME A LESSON AND I KNOW IT WILL WORK OUT FOR THE BEST. I AM THINKING MY EGGS WILL BE READY TOMORROW AND WE WILL HAVE THE SURGERY ON SATURDAY.  I HOPE THAT THEY GROW SOME TONIGHT AND WE WILL BE GOOD. I HOPE WE GET SOME GOOD EGGS THAT WILL GROW US SOME BABIES. I HOPE!!!!