So Quint started his new schedule it is not really fun for either or us. I feel bad for him, working nights and 70 hours a week is hard. We need to make sacrifices. Quint really misses Jaxten a lot.  Quint's sister is going to start taking care of him once a week for a couple of months for us. 
So a funny thing happened today, We have our house on the market and our home teacher and his son came over today. This "son" is 12 years old and we taught him last year in primary. His dad said, " Are you going to miss them?" He said no why would I. I guess he was honest.

So I had a pretty uneventful weekend.  I had my family come over for girl's movie night. I watched vampire diaries, new moon, and tonight my mom and sister are coming over for another movie. So it is good for me to keep my mind occupied. So I think we will have a lot of fun!

So not much has changed since I wrote last. We found out that we can raise almost the all the money for invitro by August. We will be implanting on August 28th, 2010. It can't get here fast enough. I found out I have to go on birthcontrol for three weeks then have a million bagillion shot's to get my body ready to get a bunch of eggs. So this will be an interesting process that we have to go through. It is suppose to make me cruella deville! Yikes for Quint. BTY quint got a second job where he use to work. He told me he would never step foot in that place but desperate times call for desperate measures. Quint will be working over 70 hours a week. Not fun! Good luck to him and me.

Our house still has not had any offers but people are coming in like crazy. Our house is selling for 210 which is a good deal. But we will see. So my brother Brad closed on his home in daybreak and he is suppose to be moving tomorrow. O ya, I am a new med and it is working great, I feel like me again so that has been really good. Well we are going through a lot right now but what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger! right? Well I will keep telling myself that.

So as you know, Quint and I are trying to have another baby. We found out that we have to have invitro done.  I just got all of my test results back and they were good. So that means that we will have an easier time with the invitro. We meet with the Dr. next week to go over all of our options.  So this last week i had work off so that was a nice thing for me. I got to go into work when I please and that is always nice to do. Quint has been sick this weekend so I got to spend all weekend with him.  He cut me some blocks for my craft projects. What a good hubby!

Update on our story

so this weekend was a busy one for me.  On Friday I was suppose to go to Gymboree with my friend but I am a dork and i slept in.  My alarm clock went off but I slept right through it.  I went to my friends's house and had a playdate.
Saturday we actually went to Gymboree.  I might add this is on the east side.  Then i dropped off my friend then went back out to sandy and got my blood work done.  Which was normal so that is some good news! ThenI went to sl regional hospital to see Quint for lunch.  Then I went Grocery shopping, back to work and then home.  I went through 1/2 tank of gas.  I tought church on sunday and took a 3 hour nap.  Today we bought a Dyson and told Quint's parents about our dillema.  I have my next test on Friday ! I am nervous for that one.  I will keep you posted.  I also was switched meds for my depression and i am having withdrawls on my old medication.  Note to self, never go back on cymbalta. LOL!

So this last week has been a very hard week for Quint and I. We found out why I am having a hard time getting pregnant. In order to have any more kids we have to have invitro. This news have been devistating. This procedure costs about 25,000. So please keep us in your prayers and if you have any ideas where we can get extra money please let us know. I have to have some more testing done next week and then we will know for sure what to do after those tests have been completed.

I want to also post a little something close to my heart. I want to talk about depression and how real it is. This is in my family and after I had jaxten something in my brain just went wierdo. I got depression and I still have it. This is very real to me and something that I have to live with each day of my life. I want to thank my husband and my brother Brad for helping me overcome the feelings that I deal with each day of my life. I am still dealing with this but i will take it one day at a time. Stay strong!

We also are putting our house on the market in about a week. It is a beautiful home and we will miss our neighborhood. We have to sell in order for quint to go to school and for us to afford another baby. I hope that this post makes sense, my goal in life is to make it one day at a time.

valentines month

so as you know, it is the month of valentines. My husband is not big on the idea of buying flowers for this day. He thinks that it is dumb for the media to tell men that they need to buy flowers for this day. He thinks we should be nice every day of the year. haha is what i tend to think about that. He knows that it is important to me, so Quint took me to " Dear John." It was a good movie, i loved it. I cried during the whole thing. It close to my heart. So once i start crying i cannot stop. It was to the point where i was laughing because i kept crying at the restaraunt. I got mad at quint for something and he says to me, " Atleast I did not dear John someone!" So i was laughing and crying at the same time. Anyone ever have that happen to them? It is not a good thing.

So today I stayed home from work because I was sick. I slept most of the day, that was good thing for me. So Quint and I are getting testing done for my pregnancy. I will keep you posted on what happens with our tests. We are putting our house on the market soon. so wish us luck! Well I hope this month keeps me smiling!

JANUARY ADVENTURES!

SO QUINT AND I LEFT JAXTEN HOME AND WE WENT ON A CRUISE WITH MY PARENTS TO THE CARRIBEAN. IT WAS HARD TO LEAVE JAXTEN BUT GOOD AT THE SAME TIME. ON THE WAY OVER THE AIRLINE ATTENDANT HAD OCD AND SAID IT WAS NOT SANITARY TO HAVE WATER TO WASH OUR HANDS. BUT THEY LIED AND TOLD US IT WAS A LEAK. THEY TURNED THE PLANE AROUND AND HAD AN EMERGENCY LANDING. THERE WERE AMBULANCES, POLICE CARS, AND A HELICOPTER. WE LANDED HEAVY WITH FUEL. WE WERE ON THE NEWS. THEN WE WAITED ANOTHER 2 HOURS AND THEY SAID THAT PLANE WAS BROKEN. WE WERE TIRED AS CAN BE. WE HAD A TEN HOUR DELAY. SO IT WAS A ROCKY START TO OUR TRIP. WE WENT SCUBA DIVING, ZIP LINING, 4- WHEELING. WE HAD A LOT OF FUN! UPDATE ON MY PREGNANCY, I DID NOT GET PREGNANT ON CLOMID. MADE ME SAD BUT THERE IS HOPE! WE NEED TO GET TESTED TO SEE IF THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE WRONG. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED.

WE GOT JAXTEN A CAR BED THAT IS A TWIN SIZE. HE LOVES IT! IT MAKES ME SAD MY BABY IS GROWING UP. HE USED TO SLEEP ON THE FLOOR. I FOUND OUT WHY. HIS CRIB MATTRESS IS SOOOO HORRIBLE. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE SLEPT ON IT FOR TWO YEARS. I FEEL BAD ABOUT THAT. SO HE HAS BEEN SLEEPING MUCH BETTER.

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